I can 100% relate while I’m intersex (no assignment at birth, identify as female and have equipment minus uterus now) I still understand where you are at with the amount of pain you are in. I had a hysterectomy several years ago and it made me feel so much better. If you are curious about that process I can expand.
I don’t play it casually but we are a super relaxed group you can add me on discord ZoeyBear and we can get you sorted ❤️