I am a German born American who worked for the post office. Still fighting my alcoholic demons but I’ll have something to write about when I’m done.

Appreciate the kind words. Been in and out of therapy as needed for a decade or more now. Finally accepting things as they are.

Still alive last I checked but dead to me if that means anything.

My dad used to say “your ass is grass and I’m the lawnmower” as a joke sometimes, but then he would beat the ever living fuck out of me with whatever was in reach and it didn’t seem like he was joking at all.

I was confused by what this meme meant, but it reminded me of that.